A Crystal Palace

KittyKat68 from Ireland wrote:

My husband and I had been fighting forever about money, about kids, about everything.  He blew up at me and took off, leaving me on my own again with nothing.  I didn’t know when or if he would come back and if he did what kind of mood he would be in.  I was really afraid of him this time. 

I put the kids to bed and locked up the house, leaving a little booby trap at the doors so I’d have some warning if he came home in the middle of the night.  I tossed and turned trying to figure out what I was doing in this crazy situation and how I could get out of it. 
It took awhile but I finally managed to go to sleep.  I started dreaming almost right away and saw myself walking down a path surrounded by huge clear crystals.  Inside the crystals I could see pictures and there were other people looking at the pictures in other crystals.  I walked up to one big crystal and touched it.  Suddenly I saw myself back in Egyptian times.  I was a slave and one of the guards was my lover.  He was mean to me but I still had it better than a lot of other slave girls.  I realized that he was my husband in this life and that we’ve been repeating this abusive cycle for lifetimes. 

I got really mad and when I woke up decided that this was it!  My kids weren’t going to grow up in an abusive house just because I’d allowed myself to be made a slave in past lives.  Right then I got up, threw some things into bags for all of us and took off.  I haven’t gone back to visit the crystal palace again, but that one visit was enough to make some changes that opened up a whole new world for me and my kids.